Me a...

Me again. About my party: Since the weather turned wet today, I'd like to ask you guys to bring blankets and/or chairs to sit on because of the bonfire (if the grass is wet). PLEASE: Also bring appropriate clothing for capture the flag through the woods in wet conditions! I would also greatly appreciate it if you could bring some kind of drink or dessert. And who wants to help setting up the bonfire and doing some other stuff to prepare the party? (I expect around 45 people, so it's a lot of work!)Just call me if you are interested, set up will be fun!!! TELEFON: 448-1411My day has been cool. I have been working to set up the bonfire and so I was moving wood all day long. It's really a heck of a lot of work. But it was kind of cool. I felt accomplished after having built this big pile of wood. I took exams early, so I'm all done with them now. I can stay at home and fully concentrate on getting myself ready to go back. The countdown started.I'll really gonna miss all of you a lot.

still the Party

Could you just comment on this post if you are coming to my party?That would make things easier for me, since i have to figure out how many people are coming.Thanks for your help!

Directions

Since some people already asked me for directions to Anna's house, I figured I would just post them.(For Anna's graduation party and my party)Here they are:Off I-89 on Exit 17From Lebanon: Down the ramp, at the end of the ramp right, under the highway bridge, past all the highway ramps, the first road on the right is Stoney Brook Road.From Grantham: Down the ramp, at the end of the ramp right, the first road on the right is Stoney Brook Road.(If you are past the tire place on the right, you are already too far.)Follow Stoney Brook Road till the end. Anna's house is the last one on the Dead End Road. It is a white house with a red barn and two cats (One of them is black and really fat, that's Ninja, and the one that jumps around all time and has this enormous tail is Phoebe).Not much going on besides that it is really hot and that I have to ride my bike home up Stoney Brook Road. Stoney Brook Road is basically going up a hill for 2 miles. I'm going to die. Yay!

Party!

The Germ(an) is leaving on June 22nd.And he's having a party to say good bye to all of you awesome people.PARTY AT ANNA'S HOUSE FOR MANUELFRIDAY, JUNE 17th, 2005, 4 PMPlease tell me if you can come (Comment on this entry, tell me in school, call me: 448-1411, email me: manuelwilhelm@gmx.de, IM me: deutschdudeman) If you read this and are on my friends list, you are also invited. And if you're not on my friends list, know me and want to come, go ahead!I hope, this date works out okay for everyone.Plans for the party are playing Capture the Flag, BBQ and a Bonfire.If you need directions, just contact me.It would be really great if you would all come, since it may be the last time in our lives that we see each other (even though I don't hope so!).I'd also like people to give me their adress before I leave, so please just give it to me somehow.PLEASE COME!!!

crap...

crap

BLARGH (?)//(?)

Today I had my first bad day for a long time.It started off with a Calculus Exam. Well, the first half of the exam (The other half is tomorrow)I felt quite comfortable with the material before the exam since I am on an A+ for the 4th Quarter (I know, I'm a nerd). But that didn't really help me. It sucked soooo badly. It was just incredibly hard, and the problems were so much harder than anything we did in class. It didn't seem fair. I also didn't have enough time and ended up staying till 8:55 (the period started at 7:50 and the test was supposed to be 45 minutes long). Now, I just went to see Mrs. Blair during 6th Period. You know why? She couldn't read my test I wrote in class last week. Now I had to read it to her and she corrected it. I got a 78. Surprisingly good. I HATE romantic poetry. Whatever.Then I have to read "Notes from Underground" by Dostoyevskykykoykstdomvosymotosykywhatever for tomorrow. It's like one of these books packed with all this deep-thought-psycho-stuff. Another 75 pages to go. Oh wait, the book just has 90 pages. Little calculation: 35 minutes for the first 15 pages; 90 pages total; 90/15=6 ; 6*35=210 [min] = 3.5 [hours]YAY!!!I gonna go to Rugby again today. Fuck school. Fuck my messed up leg.I just gonna go. Whatever(@#&$@(#&_!(!^$(^!_!$_!&_!*@$)&RIHSF( W#_$ Alright, alright.Enough for today.Schoenen Tag noch!

Who ...

Who gave me an 8 for intimidating?Come on!

Another one

What do you think of the German?That's the ultimate "I always wanted to tell him how much I love/hate him but I couldn't" survey!Try it!

#1: Use William Wordsworth to torture people, just by reading his poetry.

Weekend: was good.Friday night, the Jazz Band played at the Lebanon Green for Project Grad BBQ. 't was cool, we rocked, even though the "audience" was kind of not there. But whatever. Later, Danny Clark and Tim Gogers and a random guy played on the Green as a little rock band, which was pretty good. After, I went to the Battle of the Bands. I was sorry that I missed the first two bands, but the 3rd band wasn't bad either. I got ice cream with Mike Wantuck (however you spell his name), Laurel, Barbara, Cathy and Clif. Mhhh, DAIRY TWIRL!!!But they all had to go home, so I decided to go to the Miramonti clan and stayed over night to go to Essex the next day (Saturday) to see the Rugby game. We did well considering the circumstances. Sunday was more or less just hanging out and doing homework. But I got to see Star Wars. I have to say, it was the best movie since "The Empire Strikes Back", but the dialogues between Padme and Anakin were still soooooo bad. It was really annoying. But the effects and the story was really cool. I won't say any more than that, for all of you who weren't as lucky as me to see it. Today: school. Do I have to say anything more than that?By the way, I'm sorry if anybody was annoyed by me drumming badly today. I'm just practicing, because I want to learn how to play snare. Hope, everbody's ears are still alright. If it gets too annoying for you over the next couple days, just tell me to shut up.Wie auch immer, ist ja eigentlich auch egal.

Battle of the Bands

EVERYBODY:The Upper Valley Berserkers Youth Rugby Club is having a 'Battle of the Bands' fund-raiser concert...SO YOU SHOULD ALL COME!WHERE: Storr's Hill Ski LodgeWHEN: Friday, May 20th (THIS FRIDAY)COST: 5$ (donations welcome)TIME: 6-10PMRULES: NO DRINKING, NO DRUGS, NO DAMAGE TO THE LODGESNACKS AND DRINKS WILL BE AVAILABLEBRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS!I got that from CLif. Just thought I would post it again, for all those who are my lj friends and not clif's. COME!!!GO BERSERKERS!

....b....b....bl......BLAH!

Today was not special. We had rehearsal at the Lebanon Opera House all morning long for the concert tomorrow night. It was good, but boring. Then my last two periods of the day, and then nothing. Anna didn't tell me what she was doing after school, so I was looking for her for an hour. Then I decided to go home, and I got a ride with Cathy at 4 pm. When Anna came home, she told me that she was writing something somewhere in the school. Well,... I didn't know that. Whatever. Now I'm just listening to the new System of a Down album. It's awesome.MEZMERIZE!Star Wars tomorrow. Yippie!My leg is still hurting, I still can't play Rugby, I have to see the trainer at the High School. I have hay fever (or however you spell that), and my throat is sour for some unknown reason, but maybe it has to do with the hay fever. I'm excited for the Concert, (Jazz) Band rocks!

Yoda!

You scored as Yoda. Yoda58%Anakin Skywalker56%General Grievous56%Clone Trooper53%Chewbacca50%R2-D250%Mace Windu42%Obi Wan Kenobi42%Padme Amidala42%C-3PO42%Darth Vader39%Emperor Palpatine22%</td>Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?created with QuizFarm.com

I don't understand

Is everybody mad at me for some unknown reason?Why does nobody want to talk to me?First, IM with Amie. One sentence, then she had to go.Then Crystal. Check this out:deutschdudeman (4:24:41 PM): Kristall!GirlOfTheTubas (4:24:55 PM): now that's a new way of spelling my namedeutschdudeman (4:25:35 PM): you didn't know that one, did you?GirlOfTheTubas (4:25:42 PM): I didn'tdeutschdudeman (4:25:49 PM): hehedeutschdudeman (4:25:56 PM): where have you been today?deutschdudeman (4:25:58 PM): sick?deutschdudeman (4:26:02 PM): of life?GirlOfTheTubas (4:26:18 PM): yeah... I guess... but not really life...deutschdudeman (4:26:31 PM): what then?deutschdudeman (4:30:54 PM): ...GirlOfTheTubas (4:30:56 PM): lGirlOfTheTubas (4:30:57 PM): ?deutschdudeman (4:31:16 PM): what, if not life, made you stay home?GirlOfTheTubas (4:31:26 PM): well, I guess life made me stay homeGirlOfTheTubas (4:31:29 PM): but it wasn't sickness of lifedeutschdudeman (4:31:46 PM): alright, I won't ask thenGirlOfTheTubas (4:31:57 PM): I was just unwell... deutschdudeman (4:32:31 PM): kdeutschdudeman (4:32:36 PM): got itdeutschdudeman (4:32:59 PM): i hope you gonna be better tomorrowGirlOfTheTubas (4:33:14 PM): don't worry, I'll be thereGirlOfTheTubas (4:33:21 PM): today was my last "skipped" day of high schooldeutschdudeman (4:33:49 PM): that's what they always saydeutschdudeman (4:38:06 PM): what else is new in your life, Kristall?GirlOfTheTubas (4:38:11 PM): *shudders*deutschdudeman (4:38:18 PM): ?GirlOfTheTubas (4:38:26 PM): that's just grody, mandeutschdudeman (4:38:31 PM): ??deutschdudeman (4:38:43 PM): KRISTALL!!!deutschdudeman (4:38:55 PM): heheGirlOfTheTubas (4:38:58 PM): dudeGirlOfTheTubas (4:39:03 PM): I'm not allowed to warn youGirlOfTheTubas (4:39:07 PM): that's cheap.deutschdudeman (4:39:19 PM): warn me?deutschdudeman (4:39:25 PM): what are you talking about?deutschdudeman (4:39:42 PM): Kristall?GirlOfTheTubas (4:39:45 PM): nevermindGirlOfTheTubas (4:39:47 PM): I'll explain it laterdeutschdudeman (4:39:54 PM): wtf?“GirlOfTheTubas” has stopped using the computer at 4:40:00 PM, and is now considered idle.“GirlOfTheTubas” signed off at 4:41:37 PM.What's wrong Crystal?Warning me?Heh?Then she signed on again. And a minute later, she signed off again. Then IM Pat. Three sentences. Response. Then no Response.I guess he had something else to do (?).I just gonna assume people aren't weird because of me.Just doing Western Lit., Rime of the Ancient Mariner, Brainstorming, Thesis, Outline.SIIIIIICK!!!!At least, I get something constructive done.Tomorrow, the new System of a Down album comes out. "MESMERIZE". That's also why I changed my picture. Buy it. It's cool. See you then, everybody.

Survey time!

I found that on Cathy's lifejournal:(It's silly, but whatever:-)What would you do if-» I committed suicide:» I said I liked you:» I kissed you:» I lived next door to you:» I started smoking:» I stole something:» I was hospitalized:» I ran away from home:» I got into a fight and you weren't there:[1] Who are you?[2] Are we friends?[3] When and how did we meet?[4] How have I affected you?[5] What do you think of me?[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?[8] Do you love me?[9] Have I ever hurt you?[10] Would you hug me?[11] Would you kiss me?[12] Would you shag me?[13] Are we close?[14] Emotionally, what stands out about me?[15] Do you wish I was cooler?[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.[18] Am I loveable?[19] How long have you known me?[20] Describe me in one word.[21] What was your first impression of me?[22] Do you still think that way about me now?[23] What do you think my weakness is?[24] Do you think I'll get married?[25] What about me makes you happy?[26] What about me makes you sad?[27] What reminds you of me?[28] What's something you would change about me?[29] How well do you know me?[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?[31] Do you think I would kill someone?[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

wappy

I'm in a weird mood today.I think it's the weather. Rain sucks.Saturday was Rugby against Mad River. Our guys lost 32 to nothing. But it wasn't really our fault. We were missing most of our normal players. And I couldn't play either, because mt left leg is still screwed up.I have to see the trainer at the High School.Life's been good. But I'm still in a weird mood.

...well...

So, (good way to start an entry, isn't it?),......sinc I haven't updated my lj for a while I gonna do so now.Yay!My parents came to visit me last Thursday.They arrived at Manchester Airport around 4:30, so I went there right after school with Anna's mom to pick them up. It was ... strange. I hadn't seen them for almost nine month now and now they suddenly popped out of nowhere. My mom was crying. I wasn't sure at first how to feel about seeing them again, but then I decided to be happy. And then I started to be really happy to see them again. It was just so weird at first I guess. Later, we went to the awards night.I got 2 awards, one for Math Team and one for Honors.I know, I'm a nerd.Just kidding. (And if you thought I wasn't then see me and I gonna give you some "counseling") Friday I showed them around in school and introduced them to my teachers. I think my parents liked them a lot. I also took them in my Western Literature class, because I was judge for a trial in a freshmen class, so I think that was fun for them, too.Saturday morning, I left at 8:30 to take them to see the Boys' Rugby High School Championships. I couldn't play, becasue my knee was still screwed up from the Sunday before where I got hit pretty hard by some of the Philips-Exeter people. But at least I wanted to introduce my parents to the game. But (the Championships was at Pembroke Academy near Concord) it was raining all day long. And it was cold. F9cking cold. So my parents didn't come tou of the car alot, and I was standing in the rain watching the team. But they won. The first game. And then we went to Subway. And the team lost. The second game.Nevertheless...GO BERSERKERS!!!We placed 4th in NH division 2.But I think my parents had a good time.Then there was prom.It was awesome. I had a lot of fun with Cathy. I had a tuxedo, she had a lilac colored dress. It was sooooo cool. Anna and me picked her up, and then we went to the High School. We were a little bit late, but still okay. Bus 1, surprisingly, was the last bus and not the first bus. Maybe it has something to do with not using the metric system in the US. You guys sometimes are kind of stupid.Because we were on the last bus, we arrived late, and couldn't sit on a table with the people we wanted. That was kind of sad, but whatever. After dinner, we were kind of just hanging out with them anyways.Then we danced. It was awesome. Around 11, we got picked up again and went to Cathy's house and were hanging otu with Laurel and Mike. That was fun, too, even though I fell asleep half way through Monty Python's The holy grail.And now the bell just ring, I have to stop.See you later...

Jazz it up!

Lebanon High School Jazz Band plays @ the Lebanon Opera House,Today, 7 pm, after LHS Jazz Band, the New Black Eagle Jazz Band.Come and check it out!

Flo and rida

Well, Florida...I guess, all the people who are really sad that they couldn't go should stop reading right here.All the other people may continue.Let's have a little overview:The flight was cool, I love flying! It was Irene's first flight, and so she was sitting with me and Anna, and she was really nervous ... i mean ...excited!!!The first thing I saw in Florida was then a Ben and Jerry's - awesome! Still in New England or what???But ice cream was also really necessary, because it was like 85 Fahrenheit, or for intelligent human beings: ~28 Celsius. That was kind of a change from frosty New Hampshire. But a pleasant one.Then - Disney World.I was so disgusted. The hotels had, for example, huge coke cups or footballs on the side.Go America!Watching football games in front of our 5000$ plasma screen and drinking soda - that's us!Oh, and here we are in Disney World, the peek of our accomplishments. And what are we doing?Spending money, eating bad food, drinking soda, wasting resources.But we are capitalists, we can do it!Alright, enough of that.Good stuff: Cool ideas realized in the park, a lot of detail, good atmosphere, hanging out with people was fun, my first arcade ever, bling/k, good weather, awesome performance, Miss Rapp, ...Bad Stuff: bad food, expensive, everything was just show, some peopleWhat I just wanted to say now (No offense, please):My room mates were absolutely cool, however there is a little "but":Having a room with just two big beds and 4 people, we were supposed to share beds.Pat, however, was not willing to share his bed with anybody.That was okay, because the first night he and Noah talked about it and they say they would switch every night how would sleep in the bed vs. on the floor.Second night: Pat decided that he is a senior and therefore had the right to have a bed on his own and one of the freshmen (Noah or Peter) could sleep on the floor, and the other one could share his bed with the German.Pat, I really thought of you as less selfish then that!That was really not okay, and your argument of "seniority" was rather riddiculous!I mean, come on!You obviously didn't want to sleep on the floor either, so why not share a bed?They were queen-size beds, so what was the problem?"Equal rights" ?The land of the free...Sorry Pat!I guess everybody is giving you a hard time recently.Overall, I liked Florida and Disney, and I think it was a good experience.School's started.Awesome...Wer zuletzt lacht hat den Witz als letztes verstanden.MandaMan

What's new?

My life has been rather a mess the last couple days.School has been boring and I actually had almost no homework at all this week.But nevertheless, my life was a mess.My feelings were going crazy, and YOU know why.And if you don't, then nevermind.I can't write about that anymore. It's just too weird.I am weird.Alright, enough of that.Rugby yesterday was cool.It was so much more fun than last Tuesday. People actually kind of knew what they were doing, and even I kind of knew what I was doing.I think it's starting to make sense.I'm so glad I choose Rugby instead of Baseball.Yesterday afternoon, instead of doing the ONLY homework I had (Physics), I went shopping for Florida stuff:Shorts, Shirts, Tie, Sunscreen, ...Now I'm all set.WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!I'm excited!!!!!!!FLORIDA!

Yay! I am Manuel!

You scored as Manuel. You scored as Manuel! You think that Americans are silly, but then again, who doesn't. You're able to take a step back and look at the world from a different angle. You're one of a kind! You're an amazing person!Manuel100%Pat45%Holly45%Faye35%Sarah35%Crystal30%Shane20%Marcy20%Cathy20%Kristin20%Clif15%Jake15%Jesse0%Emma0%</td>Which of my buddies are you most like?created with QuizFarm.com

I gonna do that shit now, too.

1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Fave Movie:5. Fave Song:6. Fave Band:7. Most Embarassing Moment:8. Are you a virgin?HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Are we friends?2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?3. Would you kiss me?4. With tongue?5. Would you enjoy it?6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?15.Do you think I'm Hot?16. Would you call me just because?17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?18. If you could change anything about me, would you?19.Would you have sex with me?20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?If You Could...- if you could give me a new name, it would be?- if you could do one thing with me, what would it be?- if you could do one thing TO me, it would be?- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?- if you could dye my hair, what color would you dye it?- if you could pick one person for me to date, who would it be? (honestly)Just A Few Questions...- what do you love about me?- what do you hate about me?- what is my best quality?- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?- what is your honest opinion about me?- what song reminds you of me?- do i remind you of any characters on tv?- have you ever had a dream about me?- if you had just met me, how old would you guess i am?- if you could give me anything, what would it be?- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?- if you could tell me anything what would it be?Personal...- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?- when we first talked, what were your thoughts?- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them?- what are my faults?- what are my strengths?- do you wish we were closer?- why aren't we closer?Am I...- am i crazy?- am i lovable?- am i funny?- am i annoying?- am i daring?- am i a good person?- am i fun to be with?Would You...- would you miss me if i was gone?- would you listen to my problems?- would you be a good friend?- would you dance if i asked?Here you go:I would like to know your opinions about me, too.I gonna screen your comments, though.If you don't want to have it posted, tell me.I would be very thankful if you would post.MadMan

RUGBY!

WHO WANTS TO COME PLAY RUGBY TODAY?Anna and me just thought that we could have a little fun playing Rugby today,so we decided to go to Lebanon High School this afternoon around 4.Want to come?Alrgiht, see you later!

I am confused

I am having a good day.I want to sign up for Rugby now and got the sign-up sheet from Spencer. YIPPIE!!!I just have to tell the baseball-people that I am out...I am wondering how I am gonna do that.BUT: I am not 100% sure yet.So if I change my mind, don't say that I haven't announced the possibility.But I am pretty sure that I am gonna play Rugby now.What I wanted to say:Please, everybody, calm down.Because of a quite small problems, big fights are going on now.You have all been friends for years and shouldn't start hating each other, just because something went wrong. Maybe I am just not familiar enough with the situation and this kind of thing always happens here, but I am really feeling bad for people and I am worried.I don't know what to do, how to react, and I am confused.So please someone tell me that everything is alright.Jesus at the back door,Everything is alright,All we need is some direction.~Audioslave

Now, really...

I had a weird weekend.It was really cool, but it was weird.Friday night, I first went to Jesse's party, and I think, Jesse was really happy.I actually had never seen her that happy before. I really think it was such a cool thing to have a surprise birthday party for her, and i am really glad, that crystal did that for her.Then I had baseball at 7pm. After that, I went to the dance. I didn't actually plan on going, but i kind of eneded up going any ways. It was cool. Even though it was weird to see several freshmen girls, who's names i don't want to mention here ;-). hitting on me and dancing around me all the time.I felt like a pimp or something.And I didn't even like the music...Around 11, I finally went back to the birthday party and had a lovely time. Thanks Crystal and all the other nice people there! What I just wanted to add:I am really sad that JK is getting a "friends-only" livejournal now because of all that what was going on. I think, JK's and Pat's PDA was still acceptable, because i understand, that they love each other.And there wasn't anything serious going on that would have been concerning. But I also can understand Crystal's concern, though it was in her house. Saturday, eggdying was a lot of fun. Even though I smashed my first egg, my second one came out allright. @Crystal: I think your eggs were REALLY cool. Even Anna's parents mentioned the next day how much they liked your eggs.Sunday: RUGBY!!!It was awesome, and I am thinking about dropping baseball and start rugby.I have to figure something out.Here I'd also like to have a vote:DO YOU THINK MANUEL SHOULD PLAY RUGBY OR BASEBALL?Please post your opinion!

Y...

You scored as Nobody. You're nobody. You sit in the back of the class and when you do talk, people think you're new. Graduation is only a few years away. Sit tight.Brain30%Nobody30%Jock10%Drama Geek10%Cheerleader0%</td>What High School Stereotype Are You?created with QuizFarm.comYeah, that's EXACTLY who I am

And there's more

I'm having a problem:I am too happy!I don't know why.There are a lot of people having serious problems in their lives, and I am just being happy!How can that be?It is really weird.I guess I'm just relieved that all the work I had over the last weeks (baseball started, Musical, homework, end of quarter and getting all the work in i had to make up, being sick, having all those social problems - you know what i'm talking about!) is done.And tonight i can out with friends again and all this shit in school is finally behind me.But wait! We have school again next week! And all the problems are going to come back!I want vacation.And the freaking chorus singing here where i'm just sitting is just obnoxious!So, what else?Oh yeah:My parents want to come visit me over the first weekend in May!I'm excited.And Pat just came in here.That makes me happy.Now I'm no longer alone with the stupid chorus!SHUT UP, MAN!Oh, they're leaving.I guess now my day is really gonna get awesome.Maybe not.I just got told that I have baseball from 7 to 8 tonight.That's a great time, isn't it?instead of starting the weekend, i can come to school again.I DON'T WANT TO!I'm really feeling sorry for all those people who are having trouble at the moment, and I hope you will be fine again soon. If you want to get cheered up, hang out with me tonight.(you know were to find me, don't you?)Wer zuletzt lacht, lacht immer am besten!

And that's me, too

You scored as Stage Manager. You are the Stage Manager. You are large and in charge. Keeping track of all those crazy people is a task! Just remember to breathe.Stage Manager80%Chorus60%Techie55%Lead Role45%Supporting Role40%Costume Designer40%</td>Which type of Theatre Person Are You?created with QuizFarm.comYeah, Stage Manager!

That's me!

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66% Empathy |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||| 30% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63% Religious |||||||||||||| 56% Hedonism |||||| 23% Materialism |||||||||||||| 56% Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76% Need to dominate |||||| 30% Romantic |||||||||||| 50% Avoidant || 10% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||||||||| 50% Dependency |||||| 30% Change averse |||||| 23% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43% Individuality |||||||||||||| 56% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50% Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63% Food indulgent |||| 16% Histrionic |||||| 30% Paranoia |||||| 23% Vanity |||||| 30% Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36% Female cliche |||||| 23%

Yup, hard life

Today.Was weird.Nothing important happened.I learned how to use powerpoint, but that was basically it.And,..., oh yes, we had to perform a memory piece of Hamlet.I choose 35 lines and was practicing for 2 hours last night.I fucked it up.Great.And now I will have guitar with Mr. Si(ck).Awesome.I hope your life is more exciting than mine.Wer zulezt kommt lacht immer am besten!

Oh man!

I'm so pissed.Really.D'Arcy is driving me nuts.And Irene is too.Why can't I just live a peaceful and quiet life?Would that ask for too much?Help me! Does anybody have any ideas how to deal with that? I need input!And then, all the "Working" confusion and emotion.I don't know how I feel about it, but in each case, I had fun.AND:I got paid for playing in the pit band!Miss Rapp kind of hired me as a bassist.I didn't even know that!I got a check over 100$!YEAH! BELIEVE IT! I AM RICH!Who said that money doesn't make one happy?

My Party

That's MY political orientationDemocrat 100%Anarchism 83% Green 75% Socialist 67% Communism 58% Nazi 17% Fascism 8% Republican 0% Thanks Shaine, good test.But 17% Nazi?That hurts!

Got friends?

WAH!!!I got some many friends now!I feel loved!Thank you all!Allright, school's over now, finally.I'm glad. But I have to go to Baseball practice at 5:00 pm and I don't want to because I'm sick and I have so much homework and I am tired and I am hungry and I don't want to.But, whatever.D'Arcy is mad at me and Ireen Szymanski (or however you spell her name) told me that during lunch.Awesome.I don't know why she's mad and I have no idea why her being mad would concern me much.I'm just teaching her the piano, that's all!She's a nice person, but that's it! I am not in love with her or anything. Even though she probably hopes I would be. So WHY THE HECK IS IREEN COMING TO ME AND TELLING ME THAT D'ARCY IS MAD AT ME?!?!I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!I'm just trying to be nice by teaching her the piano at no charge. And what is she doing?She's just being annoying! She asked me now a couple of times if I would like to go to the April 1st school dance with her, but I don't really want to. It's not because I hate or or anything, it's just because I don't want to be expected to be with one person the whole time. I don't even know if I want to go at all. And if I go, I just want to have fun and be with people I know and not just ONE person.

I got it!

I finally got myself to get a Live Journal, too.I don't have any friends yet (because nobody likes me) and I would be thrilled if YOU would like to be my friend. Allright, just checking if it works...